+ Have you ever ran into an abandoned journal? I have. And, for some reason I always feel bad for the poor thing. Like, I want to adopt it and care for it myself. The owner just kind of left it for in the cold uncharted depths of the inter-realm.

+ My room is mess. Clothes, stuffed Unicorns randomly thrown around, cd's chopped in half (I'm serious) empty bottels of hairspray and just about anything else you could run into. Need to do a major clean-up. And, I'm not looking forward to it, not one bit.

+ I've been super lonely lately. Not like in a woe-is-me-life-hurts type way just, I go to school, see Nadia and them, come home. Weekends are worse. Most of my friends are either grounded, or doing something. When it comes to guys, they kind of just look at me. I never get a line. A cheesy pick-up or something! I never get anything. And if I did they'd probably realize how out of my mind I am. That's why "She Had The World" kind of owns me.

+ I can't stand Katie Couric or her hair.

+ I need to get a hooby. A hobby that isn't internet, listening to my ipod or anything along the lines of that. I should take up guitar again. I'm seriously considering it.

+ My dad makes me laugh. He's got a myspace and a facebook and thinks he's hotshit. It's pretty hiliarous. He comments me and tries to strike up a convo, but he's like two floors below me. I don't like when my older family friends me. But, it's not like I can deny them. I did ounce and my aunt called my dad. And yelled at him for me not accepting my request.
These are some of the reasons why I hate the internet

+ I jailbroke my iPhone and I'm super glad I did. I was kind of nervous to do it at first, but then my dad did and his worked fine. I can change the themes and the colors of stuff. It's hard to explain. I can also take videos and send MMS. And, if by some chance I had to change my carrier I wouldn't have to give up my perfect phone. I don't need a boyfriend anymore. I have a perfect cellphone.
I'm kind of pathetic.

+ I really don't like looking back at older entries. I was so immature. I'm considering deleting some old post. I have a habit of doing that.

I just got this peppermint chapstick from Whole Foods, and it is amazing.
It makes me lips tingle and it's so strong that it makes my breath smell good.
It makes my lips smooth and glossy and it's all natural.
I need to kiss someone to see if they can taste it.
Any takers?

This weekend should be fun. The Mall in Friday, movies on Saturday and The Franklin on Sunday. Monday we have off, still wondering what to do then.

I really like seeing the moon out in the daytime. Isn't it just so lovely?
I also like when the Eagles beat the Giants.
(C'mon guys!!)
I like when a song remind you of a particular place and in your heart you're right there when you listen to it.
I like when people are nice. That's why Virgina is a fun place to be.
I like the Wendy commericals. Oh, and doesn't the new Pepsi sign look like Obama's sign?
I like when I have a quiet night at home.
I like when Jim Gaffigan's Comedy Central special is on.
I like seeing my friends that I don't get to see to often.
I miss you all, you have no idea.

I've had a Panic related dream two time in a row.
They were great. The last one, I was on the phone with Brendon's mom and she was a sweetheart.
I also didn't want him to come in my room because I thought he'd be freaked out. But, he wasn't. He liked it. All guy were nice and they watched a movie in my parents room.

The other one was good to. I told Ryan I lost my bartskull necklace in Wawa (that happened, I stalk ebay everyday for one) and he took one out his pocket and gave it to me claiming he already has ten of them.

I was sad each time I woke up. Because it didn't happen.

My cat Smokey loves me. He's my bestfriend sometimes. He listen to me.

My aunt thinks I'm a medium, but I don't know how to use my powers just yet.
I due time Gabby, in due time.

I like when my brother calls me just to talk. It's rare. He's a great person.
I really need to see him again.

I only have 2 gigs of memory left on my phone. I'm scared, I still have a ton of music I need to put on it.

A few weeks ago my "long lost" Aunt, Uncle and cousins came to visit from Florida.
My two cousins were both 21, Tyler and Alex.
They were amazing. I had such a great time with them. We watched movies and took them around Philly and they loved it.
I miss them too.
They want me to go to Florida for Spring Break.

I'm trying not to complain. I'm trying to look on the brighter side. My last few post were all angry, spiteful post. I can't embarrass myself like that anymore. I feel terrible after I post those things. I'm not looking for sympathy, just something, someone to turn to.
Bad things happen. I'm not going to let that weigh me down, espeically if it isn't my fault.

I'm trying a new make-up style. A little less eyeliner, I'm getting my hair out my eyes and I'm going to lighten it. I'm done being dark like everyone else.

For anyone that read this, Thank you.

My mom got so wasted tonight she didn't even know who I was...
That was a low-blow.
This a problem.
I'm going to watch the Daily Show, get my mind off this.

This movie was my favorite. I watched it everyday for about a month when I was 4 or 5.
It came on last night. Nostalgia to the max. I was so excited, I recorded it and, I'm watching it again.
As I watched it as a young one I wanted to be best friends with Matilda. I wanted to have telekinesis and I wanted to cheer Bruce on when he had to eat that giant cake, I thought it was all real. I wish it was. This movie is probably, no definitely, the reason I challenge adults and their unfair, unnecessary actions. I love this movie.
Let's watch it together.

I got around to changing my username. I got a new simple purple layout I will be getting some new icons and I'm going to do a profile renavation.
Phew. I'm probably more excited then I should be.

Happy Thanksgiving!
It's been awhile.
I'm finally going to be changing my horrid livejournal username with the token Rae got over a year ago. I have some ideas. I'm thinking about: gabbity, or gabbella. If you have any suggestions feel free to tell me.

A few weeks ago I went to The Academy Is... show. It was incredible. One of the best shows I've seen in a while. I went with my best friend Nadia. I eventually meet up with Taylor, Sonya, and Seya. Emma, Amanda and Caitlyn where there but I only saw them for a few minutes.

After the amazing show, a bunch of us waited in the back of the Electric Factory in hopes of meeting some of the bands.
We met Mike Carden and Micheal Guy Chislet from The Academy Is... Travis Clark from We The Kings. He told me her loved me, I was suprised I didn't fangirl all over him.
Then we met Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday. She was such a sweetheart. She gave me this giant hug despite me being all sweaty and gross. We talked for a few minutes then she gave me another hug.

Show are my favorite. It's my escape from whatever my family problems are.
I'm completely ignoring any of my parents arguments. I'm not taking my time out on their problems. Not anymore at least. It's pretty bad at home. It's nonstop arguments and door-slamming tear fest. I'm over it.
Four more years until I'm out of there. Damn, that's a long time.

My birthday was on Wednesday. I was fun.

I got an iPhone, which is beautiful. It's like my boyfriend.

I got a beautiful two foot Unicorn that I named Tristan. He's my cuddle buddy

And, I got some money and a ton of Happy Birthday wishes.

All in all it was amazing.

On Thursday, by miracle I ended up at the Cobra Starship show. I saw Taylor, Emma, and Amanda.
It was great fun.
I met some new people and all the bands where super.
Despite a few bruises, I had a fantastic time!

Serena spent the weekend at my place. We watched Emperors New Groove< every night but never actually finshed it. The first time we girl talked through the whole time, the second and third time we fell asleep. We pretty much acted like retards all weekend.

We also saw Nick and Norah's Infinte Playlist which was ace. The story was super cute and, all the references where great. You should go see it.

I have a new found love for Fiona Apple.

Oh yeah, totally suckish that the Fall Out Boy album got pushed back.
Low-light of my weekend.

So, I'll make this simple.
Happy Birthday Rae.
hands_of_blue

You are one of my best friends. I love you so much. You are amazing.
Hope this birthday was a good one.
:)

The guy with the mustache thinks I'm cute.

He told me over his band's myspace.
Which I added because they opened up for Panic At The Disco when there career starting to hit off.

The guy is infamous for this video.

His message made my day.

"just looking through my friends
and i wanted to say how cute i think yr pics are!

xo"

I don't think it's creepy.

I haven't posted since Puerto Rico.
Wow.
Summer was good for me, I had some wicked bad lows, but some highs to make up for it.
My family is much stronger after all of the obstacles we went through. Things are better.
School is starting soon. Not as excited as I usually am to be honest.

I've been to some concerts this summer. Harry and The Potters, Paramore, Boys Like Girls and Luis Fonsi (Very famous singer in Latin America) All of the shows were spectacular. Concerts are always great.

Puerto Rico was amazing. Aside from no internet or cable, I had a great time. Sometimes I didn't even relize the non-internet. We were always doing something. We went around the whole island. I'm pretty much an expert on the map. I just have to get better at pronouncing the towns and cities. The island is beautiful and the people are so nice. I really want to go back. I want to see even more of the island.
My beautiful Isla De Borrinquen.

I'm writing this from a sam's club in PR.
Hope you all are doing well.
I haven't checked my flist in dayssss.

I don't know if you saw my last post or not.
But, if you did I am so embarrassed.
I was angry and I didn't know exactly what was going on.
My mother and the other guy just got way to flirty with each other through emails and texts.
And I'm still hurt that they even went that far.
My mom made a promise, it'll take a while for me to forgive her.
It really will.

I do want to thank Rae for calling and seeing if I was okay.
You are amazing.
And, Nadia I'm not sure if you'll read this but thank you anyways.
Thank you for being there for me.


I'm really hurt right now.

My mom and dad are trying to work things out.
They, seem better. Which is a good sign.
They've been talking and they've hugged and kissed.
But, I'm going to be honest it looks forced. Just a bit.


I don't know.

I hate them.
I hate her.
I hate him.


She's a liar.
He's a bully.


They love me?


Yep, that what they said.


Thanks mom and dad.

I'm going to Puerto Rico for two weeks. I'm overly excited. I'm going to be staying with family friends. They are amazing. I love them.
The tickets were crazy expensive. I'm so lucky that my parents could get the money together for me. I'm really grateful.

I'm not going to have internet for the first few days. So if you could keep me in your internet thoughts, it would be greatly appreciated. I don't know if I'm going to be able to survive. The internet has become such a daily thing. It doesn't feel right if I don't have it for just one day. I believe you all have those same feeling.

This Sunday should be a bucket load of fun. I'm going to Harry and the Potters concert with Rae and a few others. I also have the best time at those shows. I want to get a new HATP shirt. I've been wearing the same one for almost 2 1/2 years.

puertorico

This is from the Panic At The Disco concert I went to on May 9th.
I'm 4 11' and my arm was raised really high and it still hurts but it was worth it.

I just finished reading this book I got about a week ago and it was amazing. I never really got much of a chance to sit down and just read it. I've been busy with school, play practices coughconcertscough and other various things. So I had to read it during scenes I wasn't in and when I wasn't helping my parents fix the bathroom. Anyway, this book was fantastic. It's called Audrey, Wait by Robin Benway. I really enjoyed it. Now, I'm not the mood to give a whole review about it because that could go on and on. Get it anyway, you'll love it.

So, now time to normal teenage drama. There is this guy I really like and I've liked him since fourth grade and he's liked me since last year. But, he has a girlfriend and his girlfriend happens to be a good friend of mine (Not my best friend just a good one). Now, he keeps saying he's going to break up with her and to be honest I wouldn't mind that. But, I really don't want her to be hurt by this. And she's going to think I 'stole' her boyfriend but I didn't and all that jazz. And if they do break up I'm not sure if should go out with him or not. But, I really want to. I'm frustrated with myself. I'm a bad person. Anyone care to help me? Maybe I should just wait for Brendon Urie to come and marry me. That would be the easiest solution.
I needed to post something.

sendsitlove.

I met Stephen Colbert. He is amazing. He signed my book. I got pictures. He is amazing. I got a police escort to the set. He is amazing. I'm super happy. Wow.
Here are the pictures



(Blurry)


Book


Book signage

It's fantastic! I love everything about it.
I never really expected it to be so diverese.
Every song is very powerful and the lyrics are zany and perfect.
The vocals are ace and the instrument arrangements just fit.
To be honest I was doubting if I would like the album or not.
But, it's more then I could have ever imagined.
The boys in Panic At The Disco never seize to amaze me.

That's all I really wanted to address, oh and more replies would be nice.
I'm posting more but people seem to be paying less attention.
I'm getting kind of lonely

I'm at my uncle's house waiting for family to come back from the hospital.
I'm full of nerves and worry.
But, I'm keeping myself calm with the Panic At The Disco's new record Pretty. Odd.
It's a lovely musical adventure. It's everything good that I was missing. I'm glad it's finally out. All the waiting and anticipation was worth it.
Even though in the first song on the album say You don't have to worry/cause we're still the same band. I feel that they have change a lot. It's not a bad thing. But, I do kind of miss Panic! At The Disco. It's just not the same.
(I sound like a hypocrite)
On another note, Spring Break is coming to an end. The beginning of break was fun I was going to parities and hanging out with friends.
Towards the end everything kind of got jumbled up and confusing.
I guess that's just sign to show that it's time for everything to get back to normal.
Although, I've never wanted it to be summer more than I do right now.

Everybody wants to much out of me, I just want to dissect myself and give them all my organs. It'll be easier for us all.

I don't think much of myself. So why do they?

Hey! So I don't really want to post under these circumstances but, my Aunt Lydia is in the hospital and we don't know if she's going to be ok or not. She isn't blood-realted but she's very close to me and I hate to see her suffering.
My aunt is an amazing person. She is so kind hearted and she is like a grandmother. She is always there and I really want to be there for her.
I know that some of you aren't religious but if you could pray or keep her in your thoughts that would mean so much to her, my family and I.
So if you could post comment telling her to get well, or any other nice things I will be sure to show them to her, it will make her heart feel so much better.
I can't do much but, I just want to see her smile.
Thanks everyone.
(Sorry for any spelling errors)

I got hit by a car yesterday. It's not a bad as it sounds. My dad and I were walking on Vine St. after the auto show and we had the light and then this guy decides to make a turn, my dad was trying to get me out the way but the guy still hit my leg. My dad punched his hood after he stopped and made a dent. He cursed out the guy, the dude tried to make up this lame excuse on why he ran the light. We got home safely, everything was good, except my leg really hurt (still does). I went to my room to go on the computer and watch TV. Then, the outlet that my TV, Computer, and heater melted on the inside and everything shut of. The circuit protector some how saved my life and house because everything would have caught if it didn't pop off. I cheated death twice yesterday! (kind of)
On the bright side of things I got picked as Jasmin (Along with my best friend Nadia) for my schools play Aladdin. We take our performances seriously (I go to a preforming arts school).
Oh! And Panic At The Disco's new video Nine In The Afternoon came out last night!
It's lovely.
I shall post it (again)